.Friday, June 16, 2006 ' 8:23 AM Y
i cant be anyone else. i can only be myself. like it or not. think whatever you want. i am really not feeling the excitement for qihang. dont ask me why, cos i dont know either. i think i am sinking into a depression. =( i really think that life carries no meaning for me. maybe i shouldnt have existed at all. it's like i really am redundant. i feel so lost and unloved. RARR. okay i dont know what i am talking about. so just ignore me. =(why must you be so cruel?you gave me hope of having a happy and perfect family,then you smashed my dreams right in front of me.i will never forgive you.and as far as i am concerned,father's day carries no meaning.
