.Wednesday, June 21, 2006 ' 5:53 AM Y
i kept myself busy all day. just to forget that qihang is already over. that there will be paiju no more. that 6 months of being together as pigs are gone. and that it's all over. in the day, i succeeded. i was busy all day, doing filing, copy typing, photocopying and many other things. but once the sky became dark, my heart feels so empty. i need something to fill it, and that something can only be paiju and all my pigs. if i were given a chance to choose again, i say i will NOT hesitate to be part of zhu yin yue he. kuai le. bcos i would only belong here, and nowhere else. if i were given a chance, i would still choose to work hard for qihang. bcos i dont wanna disappoint you. if i were given yet another chance, i would rather have my life in the days between jan and june 2006. bcos you were there for me, from the start till the end. i dont want to tear again.
