.Saturday, June 24, 2006 ' 5:13 AM Y
i suddenly feel very lost. i dont know what happened either. everything around me is spinning. my heart feels empty, as if i have never lived. everything's over. everyone's gone. i think of you and then i realised that it's all in the past. there is no point in thinking about it anymore. i know, it is impossible to start all over again. it's impossible to go back to the past. i am tired. i just want to shut myself in my own world. can someone give me the strength to continue with this?can someone fill my heart with love once again?
