.Sunday, July 30, 2006 ' 4:21 AM Y
cause you had a bad day,you're taking one down.you sing a sad song, just to turn it around.you said you dont know,you tell me dont lie.you work at a smile and you go for a ride.yes i had many bad days. but i cant seem to be able to turn any of them around. what should i do? or rather what can i do to cheer myself up? i dont want to go into a depression! ROARS. only you can bring me out of this.but you werent even there when i needed you. so what do i say? nothing. nothing can get into my mind now. RARRRR wth am i doing.i put my status as busy, so that i wouldnt know even when you sign in. so that i wont talk to you. so that you'll think that im busy and not tempt me. all bcos i need to forget you. why am i doing this, i ask myself. bcos we dont belong together. bcos i want you to be happy. you wont understand. so dont try to.i broke my promise to myself.