.Monday, July 31, 2006 ' 3:46 AM Y
okay now to say about bio spa today, it was okay. finished quite early and was sitting there, feeling bored. had chinese extra lessons, didnt really do anything much. hmm from now onwards, my monday afternoon is gone. booo. sorry xuee cant go buy food with you in the recent mornings, really need the time to either catch up on my sleep or study for tests. sorry dear (:okay now, for my everdearest mother, MONICA. (who has an affair with my other mama-jasmine XD) thank you for all the support and encouragement you've given me in these times of distress, when im feeling most upset. been having bad mood swings recently, i dont know why. many things just happened and i guess i just didnt know how to handle them all at once. thank you for the understanding given and the attempts to cheer me up. im really very glad to have you by my side! (:next this is for my POTATO. arent you honoured i dedicated this part of my post for you? hahah. XD just want to say dont be afraid okay. you are definitely not a coward. if i were you, i would even be more afraid than you are now. so stop looking down on yourself alright. and dont worry, TOMATO will help you squash the doctor. :D nothing will go wrong, trust me. now give a smile.(:okay now im feeling sad for them. what a pity. she's a very kind and friendly person who helps people whenever she can. yes, i've seen her warm smile. but i wonder why, god has to take away her life, and leave her young sons motherless. oh and she's really young. and i just saw another life lost like that. it's 2 in a week. how am i supposed to feel happy about anything at all? =(i've learnt to treasure.
