.Saturday, August 12, 2006 ' 10:42 AM Y
this big and long paragraph of this post is specially for NGXIUQI. :Dhey girl, i just want to say something here. you've been a great friend, in many different ways, really. you've made me laughed and looked unglam. -__- haha. and you've made me cry (bcos i was touched, not sad). you were also there for me whenever i needed a listening ear. you were just a call away, and you were always there. i was touched by everything you've done for me, really. whatever i had to tell, whether it was sweet or bitter, you listened. and you laughed along for anything that is funny; encouraged me when it was something bad. im sorry, sometimes i had mood swings and i screamed at you for no reasons, though i'll laughed along with you after that. im sorry, for all the times that i was insensitive and didnt realise that i had said something to hurt you. im sorry, for everything mean i'd done to hurt younow thank you for watching the fireworks with me, not just literally. but really, you are one of the sparks in my life that keeps me going. I LOVE MY XIAODINGDANG. <3[: FOR MY DEAREST MOTHERi shall blog a smile for you in all my posts again, just like last time.and i'll keep you in my prayer. (:im really glad that my little action has gotten to you. sometimes, i cant help but think of you as just someone mean and flirtatious. once, i had thought that your hotness is overrated and you are nobody special afterall. but now, after this little convo, i suddenly see you as this friendly, kind and funny guy who cares for others, as my guardian angel. and i saw myself smiling.