.Tuesday, September 19, 2006 ' 3:51 AM Y
rarr actually what's the use of me being here, waiting for you and hoping that one day, you'll know how much i did for you. you are already attached to her. and i dont understand how my feelings for you could just come back as and when it wants to. i can swear, that at one period of time, i have already put you behind me. and i became happy once again. but now im back to square one, thanks to you. rarr. =(went to school and did all sorts of boring things again. rarr feel like sleeping lar. and playing volleyball hurt my arms. =/ but it was quite fun lar. hmm im supposed to be mugging now btw so off i go.xuezhen, dont be sad already okay. everything will work out fine. just bear with this period of time and resist all temptations! <3what hurts the most was being so close.
