.Sunday, October 29, 2006 ' 3:54 AM Y
jiayou for chi Os tmr everyone! :Di guess im just too tired of trying. everyday i have to fight to just sit with you, talk to you and so on. FIGHT. come on, im really tired. and i dont want to hurt her feelings. no i dont. to you, it may seem as though i dont bother anymore but that's not true. im just running away from the problem. yes im running away. i dont want to face anything anymore. maybe you tried your best too, but everything just cant work out. what am i supposed to do? i feel like some outsider between the two of you, and you appear to be nonchalant about it too. sometimes i feel, there's no reason to keep trying anymore. because she can easily replace me then what's the point. argh okay just ignore me cause i dont think anyone understands.i just need to talk to you.
