.Sunday, October 15, 2006 ' 4:58 AM Y
went out to get some stuff with mummy today. rarr in a bad bad bad mood today. shant elaborate. oossh getting back 5 papers tmr. FIVE PAPERS, mind you. physics somemore oh please let me off lar. rarr tmr shall be my death date. please, please DONT ask me how much i got for the papers okay. DONT ASK ME ANYTHING or im afraid i'll just cry out right in front of you. =(and and and, i've decided to go for the social ettiquette course thingy on 2 Nov, thur. -_________- that means i'll have to give something a miss. hmm actually i've been thinking a lot these days, what is it like to have special feelings for someone? maybe those feelings of mine are not what we call liking someone in that special way, but just a form of admiration and perhaps, a brother-sister or good friends kind of thing. cause i guess we got along too well to be anything else except friends. im starting to get used to life without you, though it makes my life become tasteless. it's like painting a potrait but you forgot to add colours to it. it's black and white, it's bland like water. it's boring, it's meaningless. it's hopeless, it's one without any life. it's a life that nobody wants.
