and so nothing went really well.
got the news i have been dreading,
and what else can i do but accept it?
but i really cant understand.

tears started gushing out when we reached the canteen
really cried everything out on jiayi's shoulder, paiseh :/
kbox after that but didnt really have the mood

tell me,
where am i supposed to get my two more points from?
i have nowhere to get them.
N O W H E R E.
have i put in so much effort to get nothing?
it's a hope given to me,
and then shattered.
how would it be for them,
to be dealt a second blow?
i detest this
so why must we be the ones to do it to them?
why me, god.

i really feel like banging my head against the wall.
everything just suck now.
nothing is going right.
there're no motivations,
no one there for me.
and all i can do now,
is to vent all these fustrations here and
through tears
which i believe is enough to fill a bucket

im really sick of putting on a mask everyday,
a mask which shows a smile.
can you tell me how i can make my life better,
and make myself happier?

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