.Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ' 5:01 AM Y
it's the damage done,that cannot be undoneit's the broken heart,that cannot be mendedit's the promise made,that has been brokenwhy is everything going downhill for me?studies, cca, friends.and up till now i still dont know how i feel for you.everything can only be blamed on meit's none of your faultim just hurt by these little thingsyour refusal to tell me anything.i really dont know how to face you tmr,how to make out a smile for you.i'll never believe in promises again,because you have broken itwhen i believe most in it.i hate you.why must i fall into your trap again,when i dont even know whether i like you in the first place.what the hell was i doingwhy was i trying so hard to convince myselfwhy cant i tell you earlierwhy why whyall the question marks are running through my head.how can i pretend i dont know anythingwhen in fact, im most hurt.because you're my good friendand i really trusted that you'll tell me anythingjust like how i confide in youfor now i really hope that the two of you can be together,yes, hand in handand find the exitout of my life.im saying too many goodbyes to people around me,but can i help it?no.so no matter how much i love you friend, o-u-t.