.Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ' 5:45 AM Y
im uncertain about this decision i've made. i've seriously thought about giving it up, but seeing how much you've done for me, i cant bring myself to tell you. how many people we've hurt, how badly my loved ones have suffered. please, tell me how to overcome these obstacles within me; how to unlock all my guilt and free them; how to remove that very stone in my heart.rarrr everything's so screwed damn it. now i finally understand the irony when Lady Macbeth says, 'A little water clears us of this deed'. and now, my very soul is damned for doing this.'Out, damned spot! Out, i say!' this i will cry perhaps in the later part of my play on stage.
