.Saturday, June 16, 2007 ' 7:12 AM Y
omg i feel so guilty i've been slacking like hell this whole week ahh ):
okay the highlight for today was my new prettaye shorts, but i think my money is quite cute too :/
bahh i think im indulging myself too much this holidays. im practically behaving as though there's no such thing like Ordinary Levels. rarrr alright my math notebooks in front of me are waving frantically to me and i shall grant their wish by showering them with a little more attention.
it's precisely because you didnt say a single thing that im going crazy. i know it's hard for you, i seriously do. but i didnt say it's easy for me either. guilt has been weighing on my conscience. i've been trying desperately to run as fast as possible, away and away, from guilt yes and maybe from you. i was so caught up with escaping that i didnt realise that what i really needed to overcome, is me and myself. miserable, desperate, useless, foolish. just a few words to describe weaklings, like me. how i wish i can run to Faraway Land, away from the harsh reality. yes, escape.
