.Thursday, August 09, 2007 ' 4:42 AM Y
i really followed mr wong's advice of not studying at all today omg i must be mad rarr. -_____- i want to watch Secret byebye.i dont deny, the feeling of having someone by my side constantly is great, but i still persist in my opinion that perhaps we should put all these aside. yes i know i will feel the pain, especially if you no longer take any interest in even talking to me. right here, all i ask for is a tiny place at the bottom of your heart and that's enough for me.i know, i know my words are hurting, how could i not have known? but have you ever thought of mydifficulties? try, and i only ask you to try, putting yourself in my shoes. i didnt choose to hurt you. though i may sound harsh, my ultimate intention was to try to go along with everyone. im not trying to get away with any here, just telling you sorry, but im already very tired of always trying to please everyone around me at the same time.