.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ' 4:53 AM Y
i wonder if you're ever true at all. it really disappoints me to know that you made no attempt to contact me. you dont know how my mood changed from anger to anxiety. you dont know how uptight i was. you dont see my worries. you dont know me at all. and you think that i dont give a damn. fine, if that's what you want. do you know how tears came welling up in my eyes as i scrolled down the page? do you know that i read the long paragraphs just to know what exactly happened? do you know how i couldnt be bothered with my test tmr just because of you? just how much do you know me? you dont know the pain i felt, it's as if you've walked out of my life and will never be back. and you can happily reply others' comments without dropping a note telling me what happened. you can actually bother about other people while bypassing me. can you see, can you please take a look at the hurt inflicted on me. can you please come a little nearer and tell me how painful this is. can you just spare a little thought for me, just for once. im pleading with you, please stop stabbing me. stop this battle. show me some love. if not, you'll cause me to lose this little faith i have.you dont have to read the above paragraph if you dont want me to spoil your good mood.just tell me how to stop myself from madness at this rate im going.
