.Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ' 5:41 AM Y
second post of the day, one word to describe me now : emo. i dont know why either but sometimes i just feel so useless, so helpless and so alone. it's as if my whole world has broken into many pieces and i aint able to place everything back into order. there are so many people around me but i feel as though i have no one to turn to. some of these friends, i owe them too much to bother them anymore; others, they do not have a complete understanding or approval of my rationale behind certain things; and another handful, im sorry but im doubting. for now i know it's definitely not time to be temperamental but it's not as though i can help it. pessimistic. perhaps that's a real good word to describe me. everyone has his own troubles but i guess i think more than others, probably too much. sigh i think i just stab myself 10 times and then concentrate on Os.
