.Thursday, August 23, 2007 ' 4:18 AM Y
why do i feel that the protective weil has been lifted once again?
this really hurts.
the coldness, this invisible barrier that's keeping you from me,
the smile and approval you didnt give.
yes it hurts.
perhaps it's not on purpose but still,
i feel the intense pain.
weak,
yes i am.
when did i say i wasnt?
and this is precisely why i need you now.
but instead of giving me the encouragement i yearn for,
i only get this awkward feeling about us,
it's as if a hole has made its way to my heart.
please, tell me everything that's on your mind.
give me a chance,
let me understand your thoughts.
let me touch your heart
so i can tell you that you're the best i can ever have.
give me your hand now,
like you've promised,
i'll walk with you to the very end
and i hope this road never ends
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