.Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ' 7:24 AM Y
i know this isnt the best time to be emotional
but i really cant help myself.
help me if you can.
you're driving me nuts
oh what should i do now.
decision making again.
it always boils down to this.
and the sad thing is, i always take the wrong road.
so what should i do now?
be thick-skinned and just go,
or just hide in some corner?
what now what now,
i need an answer.
tears are obscuring my vision,
the words become blurred.
but what can i do,
what can i do?
i feel miserable.
i feel upset.
so what?
if only i can get the answer and all the comfort from your face.
where'd you go?
why did you walk away?
my mind is in a whirl now
having lost the ability to think clearly,
i think i'll start seeing things the negative way again.
you're a faker,
you're never sincere,
all that comes out of your delicate mouth are lies.
how now brown cow.
am i insane?
perhaps perhaps.
im not doubting you now
but i cant get down this rollercoaster of emotions.
maybe i'll feel better after a sleep.
yes tomorrow's gonna be better,
right?
