.Friday, November 23, 2007 ' 11:18 PM Y
i saw the order of the names, signifying the order of importance-im the last. i remembered you saying you laughed the whole night thinking of the misunderstandings you've had with her, but let me tell you, i laughed even harder. 'see la, now i cant call my ------' the exact words you've said, i'll never forget. impressed deeply are also the times you spend together, the lies and excuses used, the trust displaced. perhaps those memories have made me more skeptical. and hello friend, i dont know if you even treat me as one. i detest being a spare tyre, so dont expect me to entertain you when you tyre has gone haywire okay thanks alor.now i feel inferior, inferior to this person i thought i knew deeply. placed next to her, i see myself as nothing, and perhaps she's a little kinder, viewing me as an unattractive speck of dust to be flicked away before washing her precious hands with dettol.injustice still prevails. no matter how well i do or how successful im at certain things, no one ever bothers to praise me, or rather no one notices them at all. all that comes out of their mouths are -, and everything is about him. what about me? one day while shopping, i doubt anyone will notice even if i suddenly walk away from them. and i'll try that.)):
um the above are just my random laments and rants i dont think anyone understands them so please dont mind them yo.
