.Monday, November 19, 2007 ' 11:52 PM Y
i've got like another 24 hours more to make a choice. after comparing and contrasting so many times i still cant tell which is better for me. besides, my mum didnt make any effort in discussing with me. i think i need to talk it out with someone, another lost soul like me or perhaps an analytical thinker ):
i feel dead.
i was so tired from yesterday's scare -stares at art club girl -__________-, and various activities that i skippeed grad night rehearsal today rarrr. oh talking about that, i dont feel like going for grad night anymoreeee ):
now i feel so outcasted, so left out once again. it's exactly how i felt about a year ago, okay perhaps the feeling's not as strong this time but i certainly detest it. all the whisperings, murmurings and secretive glances. how could i not have noticed them?
okay so both pae and prom prep are driving me mad.
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